We Need to Hurry

Lying here in bed, unable to sleep I reflect on this year. I have known 6 people near my age that have passed. A few others in rapid decline.

If 2020 has taught me anything it is that our world is fragile, life is precious, and our time in this life is fleeting. I realize that tomorrow is not promised and I've wasted too much time on trivial and meaningless things. Time I can not get back.

I am making a more deliberate effort to do meaningful work and continuing to hone my skills so that I may help others.

Spend more time connecting with people on a deeper level.

Creating meaningful moments through more challenges, adventures, and travel.

I then open my kindle to read the following...

“Not just that every day more of our life is used up and less and less of it is left, but this too: if we live longer, can we be sure our mind will still be up to understanding the world—to the contemplation that aims at divine and human knowledge?

If our mind starts to wander, we’ll still go on breathing, go on eating, imagining things, feeling urges and so on. But getting the most out of ourselves, calculating where our duty lies, analyzing what we hear and see, deciding whether it’s time to call it quits—all the things you need a healthy mind for . . . all those are gone.

So we need to hurry.

Not just because we move daily closer to death but also because our understanding—our grasp of the world—may be gone before we get there."

(The Meditations)